.ring around the rosy pocket full of posy ashes ashes we all fall down.red rover red rover.miss mary mack mack mack all dressed in black black black with silver buttons buttons buttons all down her back back back.cinderella dressed in yella went upstairs to kiss a fella made a mistake and kissed a snake how many doctors did it take.spanish dancer turn around spanish dancer touch the ground.humpty dumpty sat on a wall humpty dumpty had a great fall all the kings horses and all the kings men couldnt put humpty together again.
::once upon a time:: ::happily ever after::
my name is barbara. i was born under the sign of the virgin on september 7, year of the sheep. my mother is enymara and my father luis. i have nothing inside but rot. i've killed everything safe. i've become them. the old. the disconnected. the jaded. and there isnt a fucking thing i wouldnt do to have it january 1998 for three fucking seconds. and i would see you. we would be at casa veracruz having the best soup in the world. and we would jump in the fire ..and i would be tired and hitting things. you would be loopy and we would somehow showup with nothing but endup with luchmoney for three. and we would chat the chatter thats only ours. and the hole would be gone. it wouldnt fill up. it would just disappear. i'm sorry i agreed. i'm sorry i'm here. i'm sorry i work. i'm sorry for the songs. i'm sorry i cant fix it. i'm sorry i cant come.
[when they see me. i want to choke]
the now takes over and i am in an apartment thats not mine. in a world i have nothing to do with. with robot people. and their robot lives. and their robot love. and their robot talk. and their robot sex. and their robot jobs. and their robot politics. and their robot tv. and their robot interest. and i want nothing else but to take your mind and turn it upside down.
[when they see me. i want to choke]