you know when you forget everything. you forget that she holds her cup pinky up, you forget that she has twenty different laughs and your favorite is the crazy old lady one, you forget that she always smells like cinnamon, you forget that she has half-brows, you forget that she wore sweaters even in june, you forget that she made doing absolutely nothing fun, you forget that sometimes she becomes countries, you forget that she eats way past full, you forget that the both of you had a really fun and spy-ish dance to deep dish, you forget that she would pull you out of the aircrash, you forget that she was the purpose, you forget that she was the meaning, you forget that you stop existing if shes not around, you forget that shes yr rushmore. and all i know is that i.ve never been this fucking tired.