hello. please go away. i dont like you here with me. i dont like that you show up. i dont like that you think i want you to stay when i tell you to leave. here is what i want: i want you to stay gone. please understand. you give me puddle. and i want me&you with someone else. it has nothing to do with you. not anymore. it.s been over a year. i.m not that fucking amazing. i.m ordinary just like you. i just have enough dementia to burn myself real. this was a letter to you. i know you read this. i dont love you. xo. bee