it got so hot in here, i just took everything off. i am in wifebeater and underpants. and still sweating. i am listening to a cd. and it was touched and made by this fucking wonder nicely packaged and wrapped in this genius boyshape.

right now: fugazi - i.m so tired.

its just beautiful music. full of guts and raw and everything else this wonder makes me feel.

have any of you started anything on complete honesty before? it works. it just works. yr both debris and at eachother.s mercy. yr both crushed sometimes. yr both stuffing each other.s stuff off. you slap each other on the wrist. but it.s okay cuz its out of this insane emotion that hasn.t been named yet. and maybe the two of you will just have to make up a word for it. but i do know that it fucks the stoic right out of you.