i have no worth and barely any interests left. i have managed to go through 12 hydrocodones within the past five days and i feel like this could go at any time. (this being my head and all that i hold within it.)

tip for everyone:
become completely introverted.
to the point where people dont give a shit if you say anything anymore and when you do show up spilling up pieces of yourself again, they'll be too shocked to genuinely care.