i just have to tell you:

i'm staying honest even if it means doing nothing. i'm giving up time for body. i'm selling my thoughts on the clearance rack. i'm buying them back 20% off. i'm drinking water and pretending its mediterrenean food. i'm cutting off contact.

i'm sitting still.
i'm moving fast.
i'm saying everything and meaning nothing.

i have white hair, take me to magic mountain.