so i am drunk.
move on & don't listen if you are so inclined.

i made a rockin' beatrixx kiddo icon b/c the girl deserved her revenge & most of us deserve our regrets, our revenge, our love, our minute of perfect happiness.

i'd love to offer you some happiness on a platter, only happier/lovelier and much more full of light. ((does anyone else here dream of something much bigger than all of us? of being next to huge galaxies and feeling very much tiny??? i am thinking of ways to understand the most beautiful instrument: THE HUMAN BODY!!!! i've got three cents down on the brain and the central nervous system. i need about another few dollars to fully own it, any co-operators?)

i've been reading for fun which is a total rare moment for me. i am reading THE IDIOT and i must say that prince myshkin has won my heart, 100%. he speaks of all that is good (absolutely without judgement, i must work on that. on absolving myself but regarding everyone else) dostoevsky is an absolute genius, it's worth the read just for his views on CHRIST and catholicism & religion in general.

i've bought five more books to read this summer:
1. the unbearable lightness of being (by: milan kundera)
2. the complete stories (by: Flannery O'Connor)
3. reading the old testament (by: lawrence boadt)
4. the brothers karamazov (by: fyodor dostoevsky)
5. cruddy (by: lynda barry)

YES! i have days to myself. i choose to spend them in a coffee-house reading.

if anyone has any suggestions as to books that have changed them///made them think///made them want to find love///made them want to DO MORE///made them want to razor a small amount of truth out of life///made them want to marry literature and move safely away into a cottage where they could live in total happiness together------please let me know!

sending love (salted, but with pure intent)
--- bee