i'm so heavy right now. i miss my everything. and i didnt want you to feel used cuz i knew you'd be leaving again. i'm a fucking coward. you're all over me and i cant not have that. i have joy to give you. i have stories to tell you to make you want to live. i have a prayer for you. i have love to give you. i have oceans and oceans of noise for you. i'll keep hawaii for us. and now, my hands are empty. my insides are dry again. and you're the only one that takes away the piss and shit that kills everyone else. hey, would you say whatever? will you be my everything?