a dancing thom is a happy bee.

here it goes:
i am learning.
i am learning where to put my words. i am learning where to put my time. i am learning where to put my legs next time.

YOU - i mean YOU, you wanna come over. you wanna sit with me. you wanna say something. you wanna fucking high-five me. you wanna impress each-other. you wanna challenge me. i'll challenge you back. you wanna? you/??? you wanna???

sometimes i feel so sick inside. sometimes i feel so good that i am ready to give up. tonight was perfect. i need to re-arrange the rot in my throat so i can swallow you down a little easier next time.

------right now, the relief is unbelieavable.